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  Copyright © 2015 by Samantha Chase

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  Cover design by Dawn Adams

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  Contents

  Front Cover

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Prologue

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Epilogue

  A Preview of Meant for You

  Prologue

  Chapter 1

  An Excerpt from A Single Kiss

  Chapter 1

  About the Author

  Back Cover

  Prologue

  There’s nothing like a good challenge to put a little pep in your step and to get the heart pumping. In the last several years, William Montgomery had put a lot of pep in his step, and his heart had never felt better. Who knew matchmaking could be so rewarding? Getting his three sons married to their perfect matches had certainly been a challenge, but it was nothing compared to the one before him right now.

  “Are we sure about this?” he asked cautiously as he scanned the file he held in his hands. William absolutely adored his role as the family matchmaker, but this particular situation was a little more sensitive. One look at his nephew, and he saw that it wasn’t being taken lightly on his end either.

  Ryder Montgomery nodded. “Believe me, it wasn’t easy to get even that much information out of him. Luckily, James gets chatty after a couple shots of tequila.”

  William chuckled and flipped through more pages. “It seems to me like you’re onto something here, but I want to be sure before we move forward. Have you talked to any of your other siblings? Anyone willing to give us a hand with this?”

  “Actually, there’s someone here I think can help.” Ryder stood and walked to his uncle’s office door and opened it. “Her name came up in the conversation at the wedding, and it didn’t take much to track her down.” He motioned to someone in the reception area and then stepped aside. “Uncle William, this is Jen Lawson.”

  William stood and welcomed their visitor with a smile. “Thank you for being willing to meet with us. Please, have a seat.”

  “I have to admit that I feel a little overwhelmed by all of this,” Jen said as she sat down. “When your nephew contacted me, I thought he was crazy.”

  Another small chuckle escaped before William could help it. He looked over at Ryder and smiled. “Well, we Montgomerys tend to be a little unorthodox at times.” His expression turned serious as he leaned forward on his desk. “My family means the world to me. In a million years, I never would have imagined Ryder coming to me with such a request. As of late, most of my nieces and nephews seem to run in the opposite direction when they see me coming. I’m sure he’s mentioned my recent hobby…”

  “You mean the whole matchmaking thing?” she said with a saucy grin.

  William looked at the woman and smiled broadly before turning to his nephew. “I like her,” he said. “I think she’s going to be an asset to this whole thing.”

  “What exactly are you planning?” she asked.

  “It’s been a little over ten years,” William began, “and this conversation Ryder had at my son Mac’s wedding was the first time James even mentioned what happened back then. He’s distanced himself from his family and is leading a very solitary life. I can’t bear to see it, and I think it’s gone on long enough.”

  Ryder pulled up a chair and finally sat back down. “He’s my brother, but to be honest, I had no idea exactly what had happened. We were close growing up, but once we hit our teens…well, things changed. Back then, he was rebellious. He and my dad fought all the time and were always at each other’s throats. Then he finally left and went to live with some distant relatives of my mother’s. I’m ashamed to admit this, but I was too self-absorbed to pay much attention to what was going on. Apparently my parents had some kind of inkling of what had happened at the time, but they kept his secret for him. None of us had a clue.”

  Jen looked between the two of them and leaned back in her seat. “I still can’t believe that James is from such an affluent family.” She shook her head in disbelief. “I mean, back then, when we all knew him, he was working as a landscaper, had no car, and seemed to be dirt poor. I think that speaks highly of his character—especially knowing what I know now—but why would someone purposely make their life more difficult when they didn’t have to?”

  “I think he found having the Montgomery name to be more of a burden than a blessing,” Ryder said. “It’s opened a lot of doors for us, but my brother wanted to get by on his own merits and not because of his name. On top of that, my father was grooming all of us for corporate careers. That was never James’s style. I think he felt that he had to take drastic measures to be who he wanted to be.”

  “That’s one of the drawbacks of being from a big family,” William said with a sigh. “There’s a lot of pressure on the Montgomery men to continue the family traditions in the business. James wanted to make his own way. As long as he lived at home, that wasn’t possible. My brother Robert was not pleased that James moved so far away—in spite of their differences. Unfortunately, he had no choice but to let him make his own mistakes.”

  “I still can’t believe all he went through,” Ryder said. “I don’t know if there was anything I could’ve done at the time, but I hate the thought of him going through it all alone.”

  “It was worse to be there living it with them, with Selena and James,” she said sadly. “I never felt so helpless in my life.”

  All three grew silent for a long moment before William straightened in his chair. “And that’s why we’re doing what we’re doing. Enough time has passed. This situation should never have gotten to this point, and I think between the three of us, we can rectify it.” He stared intently at the woman before him. “I need to know that you are fully committed to this. You are going to be the most directly involved, and you’re going to need to keep your story straight in o
rder for it all to work out.”

  She gave a small smile. “Actually, your timing couldn’t be better. When I get back home, it seems I will have a legit reason to get in touch with James. Selena is going to be the problem.”

  William wanted to probe into the woman’s predicament, but right now his nephew’s future and happiness were on the line. “Do you keep in touch with her? With Selena?”

  She nodded. “We talk at least once a week, but she hasn’t come home in…well…” She shrugged her shoulders and looked at the two Montgomery men. “A long time.”

  Clapping his hands together, William said, with a wicked grin, “Well, then, it’s about time Miss Selena Ainsley received an offer to come home that’s too good to refuse.” Standing, he reached over his desk to shake her delicate hand. “Ryder will fill you in on all the details, and if there’s anything else you need from me, please feel free to contact me. Anytime. Day or night.” Reaching down, he found a business card and then wrote on the back of it. “That’s my personal phone number on the back. I expect to hear from you periodically to keep me up to date.”

  “I wish I had your confidence, sir,” Jen said hesitantly as she took the card from him. “I’m afraid too much time has gone by, that maybe it won’t all work out.”

  “I have an excellent track record, my dear. My sons were all stubborn and convinced they didn’t need any help with their lives, and now? They’re all married with children on the way. Which reminds me.” He turned to Ryder and grinned. “How is Casey doing?”

  Ryder smiled at the mention of his wife. “She’s finally done with the morning sickness and is getting her energy back. I have to remind her to take it easy most days. All in all, we are both beyond excited for this baby’s arrival.” He turned to the woman. “And don’t let my uncle fool you; he’ll try to take credit for my marriage too, but I was already on a mission to win Casey back.”

  “You can tell yourself that all you want, Ryder, but you and I both know that if it hadn’t been for me, there wouldn’t have been a wedding for you to work with Casey on.”

  Ryder rolled his eyes and couldn’t help but smile at his uncle. “I was already in the area and had no idea about the wedding when I walked over to Casey’s beach house. Sorry, old man, but this match is firmly on me.”

  William winked at his female guest. “I’m four for four, no matter what my nephew says.”

  She chuckled. “With a track record like that, I don’t think James and Selena stand a chance.”

  “Atta girl!” William bellowed with characteristic gusto. “I knew we’d win you over. I look forward to hearing from you in the very near future.” And with that, he excused himself and fairly skipped out of his office.

  William smiled and nodded to his assistant Rose on his way out. “If you need me, you can reach me on my cell. I think I’m going to take my lovely wife out for a celebratory lunch.”

  Rose was used to her boss’s cheery moods and his multiple excuses for celebrating. “What are we celebrating today, sir?”

  “Another successful match.”

  Yes, there was nothing like a challenge to put a little pep in your step, and if this challenge turned out the way he thought it would, William Montgomery’s feet weren’t going to touch the ground for a long time.

  Chapter 1

  “I don’t understand. I thought this was a done deal. There wasn’t enough interest or funds to make it happen, so I just thought we were through,” Selena Ainsley said over the phone.

  “So did all of us,” Jen continued, “but it seems like someone has stepped forward and is providing the funds to cover the cost of the entire reunion. All we need now is a person who is able to pull together an event of this magnitude on short notice. You know, the kind of woman who is super organized, great with delegating and numbers, and who maybe, perhaps, does this for a living. Sound familiar?”

  “You can’t be serious,” Selena said with more humor than disbelief.

  “As a heart attack.”

  “Jen, as much as I would love to help out, there is no way that I can get away for the length of time it would take to put together something like this reunion. You need to find someone local who can handle all the particulars. It’s too much to manage from six hundred miles away.” She could have added that Jen should probably look for someone who actually wanted the job and the chance to go to the reunion, because that certainly wasn’t her.

  “Oh, please,” Jen said with a snort of mock derision. “You know as well as I do that you can delegate a lot of the particulars. We have a venue, and you can speak to the catering staff anytime you need to, even from six hundred miles away. I’m sure with all of your connections you can organize the invitations and activities and whatever else is needed for this reunion. C’mon, say yes.”

  Selena was torn. Ordinarily, this was the type of job she loved: big venue, short notice, and a bit of challenge. The problem wasn’t the job, per se; it was the location. It had been years since she had gone back to the small Long Island town where she had grown up, and just the thought of returning there now made Selena break out in a cold sweat.

  If it were anybody else calling, she would have had no problem telling them no. But this was Jen. Her best friend. Her confidante. Her conscience.

  Dammit.

  “Don’t do this to me, Jen,” she began.

  “Do what? Offer you a fabulous challenge? I know you thrive on this sort of thing. Everything is essentially paid for; the donor wrote us a huge check. It’s a no-brainer. Basically, all you have to do is talk to a few people and show up. You can do this kind of thing in your sleep.”

  “Then I’m sure you or someone else can handle it. Seriously, I don’t have that kind of time—”

  “Okay, look,” Jen interrupted. “I think I’ve been more than understanding. You moved away and never came back, and I never pushed you to. I come and visit you, and I love seeing you, but I’m beginning to feel like this friendship is a bit one-sided.”

  “That’s not fair—”

  “Not finished!” Jen snapped and instantly felt bad about her tone. “I’m not saying you weren’t within your rights; however, it’s been like…forever. Enough is enough. The thought of our ten-year reunion without you is just not even within my realm of comprehension. You were student body president, Selena. Everyone will expect to see you there. And on top of that, I’m your best friend and…well, to be honest with you, things haven’t been going so great for me lately, and I could really use a little time with you.” Jen knew it was hitting below the belt using her private issues to flush Selena out, but desperate times called for desperate measures.

  “What’s going on?” Selena asked, concern lacing her voice.

  “Remember that guy I told you about? Todd?”

  “Vaguely.”

  Jen would have felt annoyed at her friend’s lack of memory, but Todd had been nothing but a blip on the radar. “Well, he’s kind of been stalking me. It’s starting to freak me out.”

  “What? Oh my gosh! Jen! Are you okay? Have you gone to the police?”

  “I have, and basically there isn’t a whole lot they can do because he’s not threatening me or anything like that. It’s just harassment.”

  “Like what?”

  “He calls a lot. I run into him everywhere. Honestly, it’s kind of creepy.”

  “What does he say when you answer the phone or see him?”

  “Basically, he’s pleasant.”

  “And…” Selena prompted.

  “Until I say that I don’t want to see him again; then he tends to get a little mean.”

  “But he hasn’t threatened you?”

  “No,” Jen said with a sigh. “Like I said, I went to the cops and filed a report, but unless he threatens me, there’s nothing they can do. Their hands are tied and so are mine.”

  “Have you thought about
changing your phone number?”

  “About a dozen times a day.”

  “Then why haven’t you?”

  “Because I keep thinking he’ll stop and just go away. I hate having to disrupt my life because this loser can’t take no for an answer.”

  “Jen, you have to do something. If he continues to have access to you, then he wins.”

  “I’m finally at a place where I feel like my life is going well: I own my own little house, my job is good… If I could just get rid of this creep, life would be perfect. Plus, it wouldn’t hurt if my best friend would come to our ten-year reunion that we planned together.”

  Selena laughed. “Cheap shot, Jen.”

  “I’m not above begging.”

  “I just don’t think—”

  “Then don’t think,” Jen said quickly.

  “But what if—?”

  “You won’t.”

  “How can you be sure, Jen?”

  It was times like this that Jen hated the physical distance between them because all she wanted to do was to wrap her arms around her best friend and hug her. “Selena, you are a grown woman. You own a successful business, and you never turn away from a challenge. Except this one. It’s time to own it and face it.”

  Selena’s gut clenched. “What if people, you know, bring it up?”

  “So what! It happened, Selena, and all of the denial in the world isn’t going to change it. I’m not trying to trivialize it, but there it is. And believe it or not, everyone has moved on with their lives. I’m sure the topic of you and James Montgomery isn’t something everyone we know is dying to talk about. People have gotten married, had kids, gotten great jobs, and some have crazy stalkers in their lives… It’s not all about you, you know.” The last was said with a smirk that Selena could detect even over the phone.

  It was hard to say which emotion was the stronger one at the moment. Hearing James’s name out loud for the first time in years knocked all of the breath out of her and left her shaking, but Jen’s teasing tone helped lighten the mood almost immediately. Perhaps she was the only one who remembered or even thought about her past relationship with James. Clearly he hadn’t, since he’d never bothered to look her up. Maybe it was time to put some old ghosts to rest and go back to her childhood home and see her friends.